Let's Play Life

Complications over power years of wisdom
As daydreaming boulders over my concentration
Judgement lingers through my mind
Like a hurricane blowing the rain
Fighting feelings that shouldn't be there
Begging them to whirl away into distant space
Not sure what to consider or believe
Be true to the spirit or play circus
Playing Russian roulette with thoughts
That seem to loiter with the voice in my head
Not wanting anyone to identify
Not wanting myself to recognize
The same questions goes around and around
Doubts and fears overwhelms my soul
The horm of another car carries me back to reality
Is it time to play life again?